Swingers

Mkay maybe I should explain my moods. My love has a very dangerous job so when I don't hear from her for about 2 or 3 days I flip because in her line of work she could very well be dead. Dramatic? yeah. but that's me. So I'm like sitting here trying to convince myself that she's okay while attempting to be like...present in daily life and cursing her for taking the damn job in the first place. Oh and it doesn't help that she doesn't get holidays off and I won't see her til next July. And mama worries. Cuz clearly there's nobody over there to take care of my baby. SO I do as much as I can via the internet and care packages and hope it's enough to last her til she can be where she needs to be.

Yeah that's some cake shit.

Fuck u and kiss my ass. lol.

Peace.